By Gabrielle Zevin
In one line, this book gave me the utmost comfort and discomfort.
Even if, the book portrays as a story of two people – Sam and Sadie, to me, it felt like a tale of three friends and their friendships throughout.
Sam and Sadie are childhood friends, who meet unconventionally in a hospital and Sadie gets community service hours for spending time with Sam. Sam, a kid who came out of a fatal accident, has to go through multiple surgeries on his leg and goes mute, who only opens up to Sadie. Though Sadie liked getting the community service hours, she genuinely liked Sam and enjoyed being friends with him. The two kids love playing games and talking about them.
When Alice, Sadie’s sister reveals to Sam that Sadie has been getting rewarded for the hours she was spending with Sam, their friendship ends as Sam becomes hurt and uncomfortable with it. Sadie felt like she was playing a game getting hours sheet filled, she knows that if she explained it right, Sam can get it. But, the kids’ friendship ends there.
At a later point of time, Sam and Sadie cross paths. The grown kids forget the silence in their friendship. Sadie shares a game that she created, with Sam. Sam loves playing it and Marx, his roommate and friend plays it and thinks Sadie is a cynical person, like the rest of the people in her class.
The Review
I am not sure, how long can I go on like this, without dropping spoilers. I think this could be a good place to stop.
The three friends somehow get together and venture into the world with their virtual worlds. They make games, and the rest of the tale is about, what unfolds during this journey. How they evolve, they think of each other, how much love is embedded in all of these without saying.
To me, as I said, it was a tale about three people rather than two. This is a mellow fictional story about adults who are crazy about games, in a way that they think life through games, and games through life. Games are just carved inside the picture of how they witness the world. Games help them make sense of the world they live in. Games help them escape from the world they reside in.
After a point, I felt like games were a unsaid character who travelled along them, without expecting anything. I am not an avid gamer, though I have played quite some.
The fascinating part to me about this writing was, how the author made sure, she did not overdo with gaming dialect. It was like the salt to my soup. Just the right amount, I enjoyed reading them, grew curious about them and eventually loved having them. The best part of a realistic fictional story is, the ability to take the reader into the world for some time. Tomorrow and Tomorrow and Tomorrow did that.
Life is a Game
A smooth, curious, world full of life. That was this book to me. Recently I have felt, how grief is always put forward in stories and narratives, but this book strikes the right balance between them. In contrasting the perspectives, the times, she showed perfectly how the grief is handled by people differently.
Does the trauma push someone forward, or is it the zeal to be better self or, perhaps the need to escape the painful reality, or is it the validation we crave that makes us move forward and harder each and every time. This was the question I was left to ponder upon in the last few chapters of the book.
Life is super simple. When being young, it seems like a whole lot of possibilities out in the air, and very less restrictions one place upon ourselves, it is the naivety that helps a lot in moving forward. As and when one grows up, the experience helps in avoiding the battered route-less paths, but it also takes the fun out of exploring and one grows soft on all the expectations one sets for the world they are in.
Handling some experiences, just do not become easier even if one ages. This book was raw, the characters are flawed, the more I think of them, I feel they are more human. At first, I thought this was going to be the Connell and Miriam, but no, it is not about that, it is about one learning to just pass each level and try to accumulate as much as possible in the inventory and hope they can go to the next round and emerge victoriously.
Sam, Sadie and Marx are going to be in my thoughts for a while.
Thanks Gabrielle for writing such a beautiful book.












